b131 (2.15-1.1016): the curse of being '9'

the curse of being ‘9’ [i]
by a gal who is a nine (or anyone who thinks they are toooooo fine)
 
the curse of being ‘9’
the curse of being ‘fine’
the curse of wanting only 10’s but knowing 10’s reside…
 
…in a world of optionality that places me in the space of doing and being things that i’d rather not be… and (if i’m not healthy), i (a gal who was hot-as-hell-in-my-youth) end-up without the only thing i ever wanted: a man who loved me for me, and not my beauty.
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·       damn. extreme beauty (coupled with inexperience), after all, is a curse.
 
better-off to be the ugly duckling: free of the sense of entitlement that comes with being extremely hot.
 

badass: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s33qaSaysE

warning: this one is hard-hitting, and not fun: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVNt4cqJiZs

* while i don't necessarily agree with everything in this video, it is probably something that beautiful young women should be warned-about, prior.
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martino, j. (2.15-1.2026). the curse of being ‘9’. book 131: well worth the weight. © 2026 by wellnesseducation.us