as i evolve, it seems like i'm seeing he light (in glimpses). like a flower, i open and transcend a bit, and then retreat (a bit less) into older habits, thoughts & ideas. with women, i'm still sexually attracted... but i'm seeing beyond the physical more.
i'm open, more open to enjoying someone's company without the pursuit of the physical joys. i'm more comfortable alone than i ever was. i don't need the recognition, the validation, the things that i thought made me loved -- but (really) made others feel inferior, jealous... even hateful.
as my evolution continues, i hope to be able (even more) to let others know how they are worthy; how they are special; how they are uniquely beautiful.
why does ego strive to brag about conquests? is it separation, creating more separation?
as my life move more toward the re-Fusion, may i (please?) become even more adept at asking, listening, observing, and validating. the difference between validated and validating... is as obvious as the past, versus the present.
let's accept the present, and present the awareness-based validation.
as i cannot not but move forward, maybe the baby, baby-steps allow for the slowing-down... the experientiality... of the process.
:)
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