* the grand f-i-nally

while no one knows what his/her grand finally will (really) show-up as, i see it as sentient, self-replicating, and recursively self-improving. information being important, it will fly: maneuver, observe, record/document.  

the self-replicating piece is the cancerous one: replicating not only as physical but also "in code" (the DNA/RNA of the machine) ...quickly, instantly, en mass. kind-of like poppy-fields, on our way to Heaven Oz.

hint: in this scenario, "nally" refers to "not an ally."

a couple of minutes of g. carlin: a tad vulgar, but poignant.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/9dieVXYfmhk

b132 (5.17-1.2026): seeking mayfly love

seeking mayfly love [i]
by a. male mayfly
 

alternative title: 1,440 years!

 
i was born a mayfly so i lived the mayfly life
forever seeking mayfly love (and maybe mayfly wife!)

seeking love at mayfly-high, then mayfly college games
seeking love in mayfly job and mayfly marriage (tamed)
seeking love while raising kids (with mayfly soccer moms)
seeking love while passion waned and mayfly marriage bombed
seeking love in post-divorce at post divorcee pool
seeking love while getting old (still trying to look cool)
seeking love (like groundhog day) i find myself in tears
seeking love (this move-ie lasts another thousand years!)
seeking love (i wonder how much longer i’ll pretend)

i fly toward y/our windshield, now, my final act:

-the end

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·       humans think that i’m living the dream: a whole lifetime of mayfly love!

·       the truth of my nightmare is the 1,440 year turmoil: hopelessly romantic, unsatisfied ego, diminishing value, and being outflown by younger (more powerful) mayflies.

·       event-u-ally, death-highway’s windshield provides more of a relief than an ending. 

post-humus re-velation: i'm grateful for every, single phase. i'd do-Be-do it again.
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martino, j. (5.17-1.2026). seeking mayfly love. book 132: who are wIe, as men? © 2026 by wellnesseducation.us

*the mayfly lives for 1 (human) day, or 1,440 human minutes (each of which [might] seem like forever... to the mayfly). 

b130 (1.25-2.2026): the only tragedy... is not to play

"the only tragedy... is not to Play"
by the dream team & j. martino
 
a comedy, a tragedy, a wonder-full foray
there’s no need to worry
players can’t but Play
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·       as conscious actor[s] in this (relative world) Play, wIe (in a sense) allow the Creator to experience ‘physical education’ (or, better stated) physical learning/experience.

·       our act (literally) form-u-lates who ‘S/He’ IS.

·       “you are God” is literal.
 
wIe, then, by making Love our True North, create that in our Source.
 
whoa. that’s nice. I’ll read that last sentence (again):

wIe (literally) make Love.

 
while “the only way to win the war-game is not to play,” the only tragedy (in the Big Game of Love) is not to wallow in It, not to Save.ior HE/r, not to For-Give, and not to Play (which we can’t not, any-way)!
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martino, j. (1.25-2.2026). the only tragedy is not to Play. book 130: we are For-Given. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us

*In-Spired by e-coach Joal, playing with the line from the move-ie "war games" which was:

"the only way to win the game... is not to play."

- the compute-err. 

;)

* wIe are the process

the forgiveness process is akin to the re-Cognition that we are the process. the re-Cognition that, at the Level of G∞d, there is no definitive good or bad. 

there is only the Is, Is-ing (Be-ing), and wIe (do-Be-doing):

Dancing/Singing!

event-u-ally, the process re-veals that even our doings -- are just the Is, Being. each molecule & atom in a grain of sand on the beach Is the grain, Is the beach, Is the earth, Is the Uni-Verse, and Is the Mega-Verse.

the One, One-ing.

of course, to get a glimpse of thIs is to immediately for-give ourselves of all worry, all fear, and all feelings of separation/unworthiness. 

the 'death' of the ego is more like a re-turn-ing into One.

there is nothing to do but Be y/our own 

star... 

in y/our own, conscious Play,
Play-ing.

so, get lost in the role or re-cognize the illusion or ad-lib or watch (off-stage) or co-star or direct or do all of it at ONCE. 

wIe cannot but for-Give. 

b114 (3.1-2.2023): en-titled

entitled [i]
by u. n. titled

the Play began (untitled)
the act resumed (un-scene)
the audience (en-titled)
 
a moment in a dream
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who the (heck) are we, really, to feel as though we have a “right” to anything?

 
maybe (when we get caught-up in our own Play), we tell ourselves his-stories.
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[i] martino, j. (3.1-2.2023). en-titled. book 114: untitled. © 2023 by joal martino. 

* people changing roles

people changing roles
in this gigantic Play
people changing roles
there's not much more to say...

when you're changing roles 

b108 (3.6-1.2022): the Spirit of ego

 the Spirit of ego [1]

by anoth e. r. ego

as ego strives to survive and prove that he is, his biggest fear is the knowing that, in reality, he isn’t (a separate self).

real-I-zation” is the dropping of the ego (or "death" of the ego).  this is not possible, in the physical realm. 

the trick (at least as i see it) is to get lost in the Play (sense-a-tionally) while simultaneously realizing that it is, in fact, a Play.
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[1] martino, j. (3.6-1.22). the spirit of ego. book 108: “a new new day.” © 2022 by joal martino.