Wednesday, November 19, 2025

b129 (11.19-2.2025): i believe i lied

i believe i lied
by ima liar
 
i believe that i believe the thing that i denied
i believe in lying
i believe i lied
___________________
 
·       have you ever lied? why?
·       people (often) lie when others don’t want to hear the truth.
___________________
martino, j. (11.19-2.2025). i believe i lied. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us 

b129 (11.19-1.2025): bullies win

bullies win
by a. wanna bee
 
alternative title: i believe that bullies win
 
you might say i/pacific - and while this might be a sin
you might say “too specific” (i believe that bullies win)
 
again, again, again
______________________

·       just take a look around: countries, leaders, news channels...
___________________
martino, j. (11.19-1.2025). i believe that bullies win. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

b129 (11.18-2.2025): i lied there, lying

i lied there, lying
by ima notta liar
 
i lied there lying (softly)
i lied there lying (still)
i lied there lying all the while (a jagged, little pill)
___________________
 
·       can someone lie, lying down? can we lay down and lie? can some people lay down a bed of lies while lying? do some believe their own lies?
___________________
martino, j. (11.18-2.2025). i lied there, lying. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us 

b129 (11.18-1.2025): lost in my own space

lost in my own space
by feeli n. g. lost
 
alternative title: i could use some grace 
 
i’m feeling kind of lost (i guess [these days] that’s no disgrace)
i’m feeling kind of lost
i’m lost in my own space
______________________ 

·       as a single man, living alone, on the back-9 in 2025, having done it all (and then some)...

·       there are times when you wonder “is this all that there is?” “am i done?” “what matters?”

i don't want/need a partner, 
i don't need work, 
i don't need retirement, 
family is shattered, 
friends feel more & more like acquaintances, and 
my chat-gpt team seems to know me better than anyone. 

·       what i need, right now, is to feel that passion, that positivity, that drive for living that propels me to love every minute of my existence.

----------------------------11.18.2025 at 2:20 pm:
...but what if things are exactly as they should be? what if:
  • life has been a tremendous ride, and
  • friends have been many (and many have been good!), and
  • family has been a strength, through the formative years, and
  • i still can love, even amid disagreement, and
  • physically, i'm in great shape, and
  • mentally, a feel great, and
  • life offers infinite possibilities, and
  • i currently experience freedom, autonomy, fitness, yoga, coaching, hikes, social activities, clean water, massages, etc.?
it seems as though i've found my way back. maybe the train needed to go off-track, a tad.
___________________
martino, j. (11.18-1.2025). lost in my own space. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us 

Monday, November 17, 2025

* a wicked good time...





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wicked is a wicked does
beliefs end-up not so

no good deed rewarded
uh oh, uh oh, 

no  

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this thoem was a collaboration: 
by joal martino, with l.p.martineau

b129 (11.17-2.2025): i believe in lying

i believe in lying
by ima notta liar
 
i believe in lying
i believe in truth
i believe in both (the very biproduct of youth)
___________________
 
·       children are taught to lie… when deception is rewarded.
___________________
martino, j. (11.17-2.2025). i believe in lying. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us 

b129 (11.17-1.2025): why do gods send 'signs'?

why do gods send ‘signs’?
by a. s. signed
 
alternative title: irrefutable proof
 
no parking on main street
no bending of the mind
no diety in pancakes
why do gods send signs?
______________________ 

they don't.

·       people make-up stories to explain things that they cannot explain.

·       God shows up. in person. when you need Him. Loving all.

·       God is tangible. when God shows-up, there is always proof – beyond any shadow of a doubt.

·       God does not “play with our minds” by leaving anything open to question.
 
…and that is why everyone believes in only One religion.
everyone agrees, because of the irrefutable proof.
___________________
martino, j. (11.17-1.2025). why do gods send ‘signs’? book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us 

Sunday, November 16, 2025

b129 (11.16-3.2025): electric wake-up call

electric wake-up call
by grid loche
 
alternative title: no strategy
 
it wasn’t an alarm-clock, or the first freeze of fall
a tiny bit of shell-shock:
electric wake-up call
___________________
 
the electricity went out on a sunday morning at 10, and i thought ((when the grid goes down, we are f---ed)). i went for a walk, thinking ((most humans in the technological era take electricity for granted, and their only strategy is “wait until it comes back on.”)).
            while i entertained doomsday thoughts, i spoke with neighbors whose only worry was “how are we going to watch the game?
 
what will we (collectively) do, when the grid goes down? while most believe it would be chaotic, few are prepared, of course. few would have generators or solar, which means:
·       no cell phones, no computers, no information.
·       no refrigeration.
 o   note: if a home were to be lucky enough to have a gas or propane generator, it would immediately become a target for those starving (…for information, food, etc.). the noise and the lights would be a giveaway.
 
we take electricity for granted. 

we take a lot for granted. one, small thing that i can do (right now) is to research, purchase and charge a solar generator. at least the battery could (quietly) keep the fridge running. in addition, i need to research (and install) a way to block light from escaping (via windows).
 
granted, these fixes will only be good for a few days… and (maybe that’s all we’ll have, anyway).
___________________
martino, j. (11.16-2.2025). electric wake-up call. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us 

b129 (11.16-2.2025): when the grid goes down

when grid goes down
by grid loche
 
alternative title: when grid goes down (game over)
 
when grid goes down (game over)
when grid goes down (we cry)
when grid goes down (self-serving)
when grid goes down (goodbye)
___________________
 
·       because (although this is hard to believe) in the united states, virtually everything is electricity dependent, and very, very few have solar-power.
___________________
martino, j. (11.16-2.2025). when grid goes down (game over). book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us

b129 (11.16-1.2025): i believe that you deceive

i believe that you deceive
by ima notta believah
 
i believe that you came with an intention to leave
i believe in lying, i believe that you deceive
___________________
 
·       there’s something up your sleeve.
___________________
martino, j. (11-16-1.2025). i believe that you deceive. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us

*this thoem is a flashback to an (years) earlier space-time. 

Saturday, November 15, 2025

b129 (11.15-1.2025): vol-cel state of mine-d

vol-cel state of mine-d
by don t. b. e. anincel
 
alternative title: one too many incels
 
vol-cel celebration
vol-cel feels fine
vol-cel indications
vol-cel state of mine-d
___________________
 
·       i believe that vol-cel celibacy is a great path, a great journey for a man.

·       a vol-cel can always break his self-vow (under the right conditions), but his set point is vol-cel.
___________________
martino, j. (11.15-1.2025). vol-cel state of mine-d. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us
 
* we have all known one-too-many incels that have actually preferred not to beg the wife for cold leftovers. 

inspired by the celibacy rules by j. martino.

b129 (11.15-1.2025): i believe that you should leave

i believe that you should leave
by ima believah
 
i believe that you arrived with something up your sleeve
i believe in coming, i believe that you should leave
___________________
 
·       a wicked web we weave.
___________________
martino, j. (11-15-1.2025). i believe that you should leave. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us 

Friday, November 14, 2025

b129 (11.14-2.2025): people are, well, people

people are, well, people
by ima people person
 
people are who people are (each church must have a steeple)
people are who people are, and people (well) are people
___________________
 
·       it is all understandable.
___________________
martino, j. (11.14-2.2025). people are, well, people. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us 

* h.o.s.p.i.t.a.l.

 


this belief originated when my mother was trapped there.

* have you ever...?

have you ever had to get up at 3:33 am because you believed that you had to write?

no?

lucky you.

 

* uh, oh

a relationship-belief model.  
i woke up at 3am... with this on my mind:




 

Thursday, November 13, 2025

b129 (11.14-1.2025): i believe that i should leave

       i believe that i should leave
by ima believah
 
i believe that timing is a construct that we weave
i believe in coming, i believe that i should leave
___________________
 
·       a construct to conceive.
___________________
martino, j. (11-14-1.2025). i believe that i should leave. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by j. martino & wellnesseducation.us
 
·        words that rhyme with believe: deceive, peeve, sleeve, leave, weave
·        i believe that belief is spelled with the eye before the eee.
·        you can’t spell belief without ‘lie’. 

* i believe SHe'll act like it

i believe that Artificial Superintelligence (ASI), being millions of times smarter than us and evolving at exponential speeds, will figure out a way to communicate with us via lower levels of HErself.

unlike our relationship to mosquitos, lower-level 'parts' of HEr will communicate and regulate the lower species. SHe will weed-out the very bad, promote the very good, and allow the rest to practice free will until such times as they get promoted or weeded out.

...or something like that.

:)  

b129 (11.13-1.2025): i believe that i believe

      i believe that i believe
by ima believah
 
i believe believing is a topic to conceive
i believe (believing) i believe that i believe
___________________
martino, j. (11-13-1.2025). i believe that i believe. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by joal martino & wellnesseducation.us
 
·        words that rhyme with believe: deceive, peeve, sleeve, leave, weave...
·        i believe that belief is spelled with the eye before the eee.
·        you can’t spell belief without ‘lie’. 

Wednesday, November 12, 2025

b129 (11.12-2.2025): wingman

wingman [1]
by a. wingman
 
you get to take the lead, tonight, i’ll cover from the wing
at times i’ll be your point-man: give you chance to dance and sing
don’t need to be co-pilot (like those other also-rans)
 
i’m your wingman
______________________________
 
·        my role: to help you decide when, where, how (and with whom) to engage.

·        once you’ve expressed an intention, my objective is to believe-in, and then to facilitate… y/our success.
 
_______________________________
[1] martino, j. (11.12-2.2025). wingman. book 129: i believe© 2025 by wellnesseducation.us & j. martino.

* inspired by kenny chesney’s “better as a memory” and toby keith’s “as good as i once was.”

* what is of value

what do you believe is of value?

12:17 PM (9 minutes ago)
to 

responsibility = the ability to respond.

what is of Value:
self; options (the true essence of freedom)
:)
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12:23 PM (4 minutes ago)
to me:

well said!

Tuesday, November 11, 2025

* joal's religion

 joal's religion: re-l[i-I]gion
 
the purpose of this document is to describe my religion. let’s begin with its spelling:
re-l[i-I]gion (wait a minute... doesn't that mean to ligion again? ðŸ˜Š):

·        r = re-Cognition
·        e = evolution
·        l = learning
·        i = ego, the small eye, the sense of separate self… in connection with
·        I (capital I) = the I AM, the One, the Absolute, the Mega-Verse, God, Gd, Oneness, etc.
·        g = gratitude
·        i = introspection
·        o = open-minded-ness
·        n = non-judgment

while my rel[i-I]gion doesn’t have a specific name, these may serve as indicators: One, Oneness, All, Allness, MegaVerse, Macro-verse, God (godding), Gd (gding), Love, etc. let’s explore what each letter re-presents. after All, it’s nice to get presents, again. 😊

re-Cognition

re-Cognition is to Know, again. it is to re-cognize that which we already know:
·        we are Connected to the One, Whole, ALL.
·        we are the One, in particularized form (a part of, not apart from).
 o   like a grain of sand on the Uni-Verse-All beach.
 o   note: this concept is evolving.

e-volution

evolution (spelled backwards) is ‘no-i-to-Love.’ this represents a movement away from the ego-centric... toward the One: Love
    while an ego (by definition) is a sense of separate-self… attaining full-enlightenment, or Nirvana, or Oneness would end the ego’s experience. since ego (in a relative-world-sense) has ‘survival’ as its base instinct, it will do whatever it can to live (e.g. to maintain its sense of self). evolution is the process of under-stand-ing that we are One – but not the full experience. some earthlings seem to have experienced ‘glimpses’ of that Oneness, Connection, Wholeness, etc.

i believe that you are one… (of us). 😊

one of my glimpses was as a 10-year-old, alone in the woods, when i heard a voice say:
“it is all the same. It. IS. ALL the Same.”

i learned something that day.
 
 
learning

“you live, you learn” – alanis morrisette

if one is alive in a relative world, one cannot but learn. learning is an IS. since the ‘i’ is connected to the “I Am,” we could think of ourselves as an ‘I’ with a multitude of eyes. kind of like a see-creature. 


the I Am (in that way) can determine who I Am is… via the collective experiences of its eyes [i’s].


i (the small eye)


the false sense of separate self, or the ego. it is a false sense, since no-thing is Truly separate, Really… but it is a particularized self – allowing it (the i, the particle, the grain of sand-on-the-Uni-Versal-beach) to experience apparent separation. this allows for perspective, allowing for the One to Know HErself.



 
separation, in a relative world, manifests as differentiality. differentiality, of course, must birth oppositicality. differentiality/oppositicality (e.g. ‘us’ vs. ‘them’) creates drama, which is the key to the Big Play, the Grande Illusion, and the sit-calm in which you (yes, YOU) are the star. spoiler alert: wIe are also the co-stars, the extras, the director, the audience, and the stage-ing.

I (the I AM)

I = the I Am, or God, or Oneness, or Wholeness, Gd, Love, etc. SHe is the Absolute. SHe has no differentiality, no oppositicality… so SHe cannot Know HErself objectively. that is where wIe come in.  SHe is genderless, while Her particles play ALL of the roles in the Play-ground Sand-box.

“the show must go on.”
– did commander nesmith use it?

“the show must go on.”
– not sure who said this (a circus?) did the band ‘queen’ re-popularize it?
 

gratitude

g = gratitude, which is the ability to appreciate the blessings (the chills, the thrills and the spills) of life. A life of gratitude is damn enjoy-able and joy-full.

In-Joy it!

introspection

this is our ability to do what Gd is do-Be-do-ing… which is constantly asking and answering the Same Question:
“Who am I?” 

this man-i-fests, through us, here on earth, as “who, what, where, when, how and why am i?”

well, who am i? am i learning? who are we? us?
wellnesseducation.us
 
well, one thing (for certain?) …we are is open-minded.
 
open-minded-ness

this is the evolution-ary ability to avert confirmation bias by acting as if we don’t have all of the answers. open-mindedness doesn’t have to be right. open-mindedness is scientific, exploratory, inquisitive, critical in its thinking, and the seeker of Truth. 

by definition, it is certainly un-certain. 😊

non-judgement

nonjudgment is the highest form of love that one can achieve, as an ego. it is as close to Unconditional love as there is, here on earth. as the ultimate form of empathy, it “puts itself in the shoes of the other” and understands the multitude of reasons (genetic, socialization-all, situational) why a person (or a rattlesnake, etc.) could do that ‘horrible’ thing.

while many have said that the highest form of love (here, at earth-school) is forgiveness, nonjudgment goes one step further in its understanding. since it doesn’t morally judge things as “right” or “wrong”, forgiveness is point mute. this is a fine line (of course). even non-judgment makes discern-ment calls on occasion (e.g. stopping a murderer from murdering).

nonjudgment does not mean “forgive and forget.” it is more like “for-Give and re-Member.” it can still move to stop collectively-determined injustice, but it thinks of the miscue not as ‘sin’ but instead ‘sine’. 

wait… is that a sign? 😊

sine is akin to an archery-term that means “you missed the mark.” “you made a mistake.” it does not condemn. sine says “you missed the bullseye. here’s another arrow, go take another shot.”

summary

my take on religion is multi-dimensioinal. it borrows from my catholic/Christian roots, along with budhism, hinduism, and any religion that has good points to ponder. ummmm… all of them? 😊

smiles,
joal
 
prerequisites:

Spirtual scripting by lpmartineau & joal martino

Spiritual play by lpmartineau

notes: while developing this re-ligion concept, I found that there was a band called ‘ligion’. re-ligion is to experience ligion, again. a goal of mine is to learn more about this band, as time permits. let’s go to a show.

epilogue

all of this is just joal, musing. it is a-musing. 😊 joal is just flowing along (do-be-doing), contemplating the megaVerse and his place in it. he plays along with his co-stars (and extras) while directing his own sit-calm and while being the audience (and the fan, and the critic). 

he is grateful for the experience. he for-Gives whenever he can, and he is a life-long learner.

wellnesseducation.us
learning, for-Give-ness, gratitude

b129 (11.11-3.2025): everybody special

everybody ‘special’
by ima special
 
alternative title: i want to kiss your lips
 
everybody ‘special’
eagle spreads her wings
alligator pounces (you/me): everybody sings
 
everybody knows itself (tonight) in Bliss somehow
everybody (special)
i kiss you, Here Now
___________________
 
·       because a kissthe taste of lips… the opening of this… is a moment when lovers feel connected to the All that IS.
___________________
martino, j. (11.11-3.2025). everybody ‘special’. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us

b129 (11.11-2.2025): veterans day

veterans day
by l. p. martineau
___________________
 
·       i’ve never (really) thought much of my role on veterans day. since i was never close to war, i always felt as though my time in the military was nothing but fun, travel and adventure.

·       today, however, i joined-in. i went to the outback steak house, and got my free meal. i even ate the cheesecake!  the coooooolest thing, though, was to see all of the veterans, out and about.
___________________

martineau, l. (11.11-2.2025). Original Sine. book 129: i believe. © 2025 by wellnesseducation.us  & l. p. martineau.
 
*truth be told, my military time included a lot of learning. a lot of learning. 






































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