b121 (12.30-1.2024): possibilities

possibilities [i]
by i. m. possible
 
i love the potential
the flirt, the feint, the tease
maybe it’s essential
possibilities
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·       what is it, that i really love?
 
·       is it the sex?  the adoration?  the connection?  the proving (to my friends) that i am worthy?  the proving (to myself) that i am worthy?
 
·       is it the potential at the beach?
 
·       is it the chasing of memories and fantasies… or is it a disease?
 
·       …or am i just a high-testosterone male?
 
am i just a high-testosterone male who was raised by a loving mom and a fun (yet distant) dad… born with some beneficial (physical) features… who is simply utilizing/maxim-i-zing his potential? 
 
am i simply instincted/addicted/attached to survival/thrival/fun/love?
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[i] martino, j. (12.30-1.2024). possibilities. book 121: opportunity (on deck). © 2024 by j. martino.