in seconds i am dreaming, i am dreaming dreaming-dreams
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[i] martino. j. (6.16-2.2025). dreaming dreaming-dreams. book 124: individuation. copyright 2024 by wellnesseducation.us
microsoft wants $$$, or it will delete my cloud storage (that i never asked for).
everybody (every $$$-making organization) wants to nickle & dime you just a little bit more & more & more... it's like waves on the beach.
...that they were pagan.
when i was a kid, i was led to believe (by catholic followers) that 'pagans' were bad people -- akin to a 'race' of people or a 'country' -- akin to an organized group or religion.
truth is, there wasn't a religion called paganism. pagans were just people: rural (e.g. peasants) who believed in more than one god (e.g. the god of the sun, moon, river, etc.). virtually everybody was pagan.
'pagan' became a name-calling term, a bullying tactic, practiced by those who believed in only one god (the monotheists). once a monotheist decides upon his own 'right' (good, correct, etc., etc.) god, all others are condemned:
"if you don't think like me, to hell with you!"
the monotheists 'modified' and created their religions out of pagan beliefs, which were very much associated with the earth's cycles.
if one were to do even the slightest bit of 3rd-grade research, one would discover how the bibles were really written, what we really know about the man Jesus, and how religions really came to be.
it's not rocket science.
as a moi-squito attempts to make sense of the Infinitely Diverse Sensory (nervous) System, he uses his limited senses (which are sensory not only to him, but also to the All).
"it's All G∞d" is a running theme at wellnesseducation.us.
the premise is that the All, or the Mega-Verse, God, Oneness, etc. is Infinitely Good, and that Goodness flows through All.
here, in a relative realm (e.g. earth-bound) diversity and variety and differential-ity dictate oppositical-ity which creates the illusion of contrast & drama.
imagine if every thing in the Uni-Verse is a sensory unit that reports back to Source -- for the Soul purpose of Soul?
what if All just IS, and relativity allows It to ex-per-i-ence?
in my mind... maybe they never left.
i'm lucky to have had loving relationships. i am grateful. it's not that i don't want someone back, it's that i don't want a committed relationship (with its considerable complications). i find (as i approach the clubhouse) that my girl friends and i are better off as friends who may-or-may-not want benefits.
i do enjoy the thrill (the 'alive' feeling) of the 'in-love' phase of a relationship.
i would be friends with every gal whom i've ever shared moments with. i'd re-live the great moments, and i'd mend the wounds of the tough times (if i could).
i would strive for what i've always wanted: mutual good feelings.
1. most of the lines in this song could stand alone, each as a song in itself.
2. the guitar solo.
3. the ending.
4. the whole idea of goodbye. endings. death. relationships. it's tragic.
5. the idea that this whole thing (called life) is but a dream.
6. as for the video, the dog. the sunset/sunrise. the phenomenon of surfing. the beach. the ocean.