b132 (5.2-1.2026): i was loving you

i was loving you
by a. lover
 
you were busy setting traps (the best that you could do)
you were busy plotting, i was busy loving you
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·       it is not your fault that you were trying to get the best that you could get, and that you were constantly evaluating, testing, and working toward getting your needs met. we all do that!

·       looking back, however, i  was hoping. i was open-minded. i was opening a love-door, and welcoming you into my life.

·       i was ready to commit. i was ready to give you everything that i had.

this thoem is not a critique on anyone’s behavior, style, or genetics, or socialization, or anything. it is just saying (from my heart) that (if i was with you), i was loving you.

i forgive us.

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martino, j. (5.2-1.2026). i was loving you. book 132: who are wIe, as men? © 2026 by wellnesseducation.us