b99 (2.18-1.2022): every bit: a his-story

every bit: a his-story [1] 
by a. h. istorian

alternative titles:

every bit a my-story

every bit a kid’s story

 
every single moment, of every single day
every single instant, in every single way
every single me-mory, or thought of future (worry)
every single bit of this, a hint of y/our his-story
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·         be-cause it’s all you’ve got: thoughts.
 
·         brain-waves of memories.  worries of future hell and hopes/beliefs of potential heaven. 
·         maybe… you control those thoughts… or (just maybe) free will is a man-made concept that makes men feel better… and you have absolutely no control… over anything!
 
absent sitting on a cloud and listening to harp-music for the next eternity (no food, no alcohol, no drugs, no sex, no illness or pain, no loss and no gain) …if you’ve ever really contemplated heaven, billy joel’s “Only the Good Die Young!”…sounds about right.
 
…but (absent heaven), all we have is the thoughts and memories that we can tap into…
 
Now.
 
…and all of it… the chills and the spills and the thrills… and the agony of defeat: it.is.all. y/ours …forever.
 
the middle.
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[1] martino, j. (2.18-1.2021). every bit: a his-story. book 99: the february chill. © 2021 by joal martino.