b111 (7.25-2.2022): love makes my blood boil

love makes my blood boil [1]
by b. oiling
 
positive and negative and never-ending toil
sometimes it’s just Ease-y
love makes my blood boil
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·       who’s to say that love is only experienced in the making?
·       what if love expresses as fear and frustration (or even as the other children of fear)?
·       can i see frustration as love, afraid?
·       can i wake-up and see my own fears (in relationship) as Love, backwards?
·       can i slow down and observe (and observe myself) and embrace Love in those moments?
·       can i actually use my own negative feelings as cues… to awaken to the Namaste’ that IS?
 
each of us is Love, ego-ing as the false sense of separation, or fear.  each of us can change the outcome of each moment (not by changing it, per se, but) by changing our attachment to the desired outcome.
 
so, what does this mean, in english?  when sandi and i are “off” (e.g. communicating fear), can i watch it (like a movie) and embrace both of us (as the Love that we Truly are) in that moment?
 
the boiling frustration (in relationships) might simply be more proof of the burning desire to Une.
 
maybe… the boiling is reflective of the level of burning desire.
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[1] martino, j. (7.25-2.22). love makes my blood boil. book 111: Love IS. © 2022 by wellnesseducation.us.