why i won't watch the hearings

why i won’t watch the hearings [1]
by joal
 
1.     i already know what happened.
2.     i’m going to be told what happened (by others).
3.     i’d make myself miserable, and then
4.     i’d become even more miserable.
 
i already know what happened…
he’s the ultimate narcissist, with very little need/ability to comprehend facts… especially those that he doesn’t want to hear.  he will believe anything that suits his needs.  he’s an actor, and this is his big play.
 
i’m going to be told what happened by others…
...ad nauseum.
 
i’d make myself miserable…
…being shown what i know: (1) that he knew, (2) that he planned for it, (3) that he enjoyed it, and (4) that the power-party endorses it, and him.  
 
i’d become even more miserable…
...when the left-pussy-party proves it, and when nothing happens (again), and when he/they (the right-power-partiers) get even more bold and more powerful (knowing that t[he]y can pull it off in the future, with ease).

this would double-down the misery.

*bonus misery: living in a country where 40% are openly culted by foxy newsmakers and pseudo-clergy.
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[1] martino, j. (6.21-1.22). why i won’t watch the hearings. book 110: Love IS. © 2022 by wellnesseducation.us.